Sunday, January 3, 2010

This time last year we had to leave our little girl at the hospital. I REMEMBER feeling my heart break into a million pieces as we drove away from the hospital. I REMEMBER crying & wanting to turn right around & go back, at the same time wanting to go & be with Blake. Even though I was only 20 minutes away it felt like I was going to another country. I had to trust strangers to take care of my little one. Don't get me wrong I would not have wanted her to be in any other hospital, it's just she's mine & should be with me! I am so grateful for a wonderful aunt who let us take over her home for the next 3 months. I REMEMBER going to wal-mart & getting a few things we needed. Sitting there waiting by the registers I REMEMBER it was like in the movies when the character looks out & everything is a blur. I felt different. In the hospital everyone knew what had happened & here no one knew. Its funny I REMEMBER when I had Blake my mom bought me new pj's & when we were at wal-mart she bought me comfy clothes to wear while I healed. It wasn't a big thing, but it meant ALOT. THANKS MOM

3 comments:

Lisa said...

gosh, you make me tear up every time I read a post!!
It is funny what you remember though huh? My mom bought me pj's too when I was in the hospital waiting for my little one to come home to us! and it meant a lot to me too!!

MathisFam said...

I can't believe that was already a year ago! I finally have the internet at our house, but my phone hasn't been hooked up yet and I have your number on my phone which I can't use so we'll have to get together really soon now that we only live a few minutes apart again!!!

genuine_pills said...

Nice post. It's just nice to have the internet to spread the ideas and share thoughts we have. But is is much overwhelming that the internet brings you great commission.

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